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10 July 2009 @ 03:41 pm
Author: [info]claudia_lexan
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 1,344
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Thank you to my beta Mago186.
Notes: Crossver with the movie junior
Notes: This is set around the time that Sam decided that Stanford was a good thing.
Disclaimer: These are not characters of my own creation
Summary: After a curse and a night of sex with his brother Dean falls pregnant. Only Sam doesn't remember that night or the curse

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 A part 7 B part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11a part 12 Part 13 Part 14


“Samuel Winchester.”



Sam looked up towards where he believed the voice was coming from, but found himself to be alone.  He had believed that his conversation with Dean had gone well.  He had obviously been mistaken in that belief.  He ran towards the motel room’s door and pulled it open.  What he saw outside the room freaked him out.  As he was well acquainted with the supernatural, freaking out was a rare occurrence for him.    There was nothing outside the room but whiteness.  The type of whiteness that held promises of violence.  Slamming the door shut so he wouldn’t have to deal with the whiteness he tried to calm down.



He knew that he hadn’t left the motel room.  That only left him with only one option: he was still asleep.



“Over here.”  The same voice repeated and to his ears, it sounded like he was annoyed.



He looked over to the room’s small kitchen and found himself staring at a man in a suit.  A man that just looked like he was evil incarnate.



The man began to study him like he was an interesting specimen in a petri dish.  “You shouldn’t be here Sam.  It’s wrong in so many ways.  You should be back at college, fucking your way though all of those single men or women.  What you have with Dean is going to send you my way if you keep at it.  What you have with him is so deliciously wrong.”



Ignoring the man’s obvious attempt to rile him, Sam stated, “What I have with Dean is none of your business.”



The demon shook his head in disagreement.  “Dean is just a stepping stone.  He is the person you step on to get further on in life.  He is just an interesting distraction.”



Sam took an angry step towards the demon.  “Dean is exactly what I want out of life.  He is carrying our child.”



“You are still too young to know what you want out of life.  Dean isn’t your life and he never has been.  You are only concerned for him because he carries your child.”



“Why do you have such a vested interest in what I want from life?”  Sam knew he was talking to a demon, but he wanted to know which one.



“On the grand scale of things, Dean is just a blip on the radar.   All of that hunting he does is meaningless.  Nothing he does will ever make a difference, but you are different Sammy.  You are the Winchester who is the most valuable.  You have visions that will make a difference to the world.  Dean will do nothing more than hold you back.”



“Dean is much more important than you realize.  All of the hunting he’s done has made a difference to whatever plans you have made and that scares you.  He is so close to taking down the demon that killed mom and it scares you.”  Nothing the demon told him was going to change his opinion of Dean.



“You really have a bad case of hero worship, don’t you Samuel?  Dean is nothing more than comic relief.”



Pulling in the urge to utter an exorcism spell, Sam replied, “Dean scares you because there is nothing he won’t do to save someone.  He has saved countless lives.”



“The lives he has saved are of no importance.  Dean can’t even manage to protect his own family.  Daddy Winchester is never here.  You left for college as soon as it was possible for you to do so.  You didn’t even contact him for nearly seven months.  Dean is the type of person people will always leave.”



“He is the type of person people will always follow.  They know that there is nothing he won’t do to protect them.  He is loved and well respected by everyone he meets.”



“You really do have it bad for him, don’t you Samuel?  People use Dean because he is so easily fooled by a hard luck story.  He isn’t respected by people; far from it.  They laugh at him.”


“Why are you doing this?”  The longer he was asleep and stuck talking to the demon, the more vulnerable Dean was becoming to whatever attack the demon was planning. 



“Why not?”  The demon had plans to screw around with SamWinchester’s life.  When one of the lower level demons had told him about cursing the Winchesters boys, he had been angry to begin with it.  Angry that he would have to deal with the vengeful Winchesters.  Once he had found out the full meaning behind the curse, the anger had disappeared.



“Why would you single me out?  Isn’t there some cult you should be visiting?”



“Why do you assume that it is you I want?  Do you really have such a high opinion of yourself?”



“You keep telling me Dean is worthless.  You told me I have visions that will make a difference to the world.”



Reaching out, the demon raised one long, thin finger and tapped Sam on the side of his head.  “Visions will always make a difference to the world Samuel.  Sometimes that difference is noticeable and other times it isn’t.  You have visions that lay somewhere in-between.  You are unpredictable Samuel.  No one quite knows what these visions are going to do to you.  The Winchester who has my interest is your unborn child.”



“Leave my son alone.”



“It’s interesting that you refer to the unborn as my son.  I do believe that the unborn Winchester is a product of at least two parents.”



“Leave Dean and our son alone.”



“Do you seriously believe I will walk away from you just because of some pathetic demand?  I have plans for that child.  Did Dean tell you about the full details of the curse?”



“Yes.” Sam knew that the demon’s curse had left Dean with the ability to carry their child.  He also knew that the curse would only bring happiness to one of them. 



“Are you so sure he shared the intimate details of the curse with you?”  Cocking his head to the side slightly, the demon added with an unholy smile, “Unless he doesn’t know the finer details of the curse.”



“Finer details?”



The demons smile just got wider with Sam’s question.  “Details that your feeble human mind would be unable to comprehend.   You are not meant to have those memories Samuel.  Something will have to be done to remedy that.”



“You can’t take me away from Dean.  He means everything to me.  With Dean by my side, I feel complete. Without him, I feel empty.  You can’t take that away from me.”  Sam knew that he was pleading what was already a lost argument.  The demon wasn’t going to give him what he wanted just because he begged.



“I can do anything Samuel.”  Sam’s begging was pathetic, but it was also entertaining.



“You don’t have to do this.  You can just leave us alone and I promise you that we will never hunt again.”



For a few minutes the demon remained quite.  He looked at Samuel with barely contained glee.  The longer he remained silent, the more hope Samuel would get.  It was going to give him undeniable pleasure to crush that hope.



Quicker than the human eye could follow, he placed both of his hands on the side of Samuel’s head.  He took away all of Sam’s memories of the last week.  He replaced those memories with memories about a week spent in Mexico with college buddies.  Friends that Samuel would be hard pressed to remember if intensely questioned about them.  He gave Sam a hatred of Dean that would only increase with each passing minute.  He then placed a block on Sam’s visions.  Once he had finished, he removed his hands.



Blinking his eyes furiously Sam looked at the demon and asked. “What happened?”



“I just fixed things.  When you wake up Samuel, you need to leave the motel and go back to college.  Forget that Dean exists.  Ignore him, because he is not worthy of any of your time.”

Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: Remember The Tinman - Tracey Chapman
dreythdreyth on July 10th, 2009 03:51 pm (UTC)
God Dammit! I hate that stupid Fu*&ing demon!
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 10th, 2009 07:02 pm (UTC)
Well a big part of the curse is that only one of them can be happy. This story is only going to have a lot more angst in it.
dreythdreyth on July 11th, 2009 12:09 am (UTC)
Angst I am okay with, but that doesn't mean that I have to like the Demon instigating it. Anyway, don't take it the wrong way, I still love the story!

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claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 10th, 2009 07:07 pm (UTC)
It's only going to get worse and there will be more cliffhangers.
to_questionto_question on July 10th, 2009 08:10 pm (UTC)
I want to go all New York hot-head scrappy on that demon.

Great fic.
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 11th, 2009 09:50 am (UTC)
The demon will get what his due, but the boys have to sufer a little bit first.
AbbySN_24lover: Sammy serioussn_24lover on July 10th, 2009 09:04 pm (UTC)
Damn Demon!!! Now your just being mean. LOL
claudia_lexan: pic#77186524claudia_lexan on July 11th, 2009 09:52 am (UTC)
Now why would I be nice with this fic, when meaness is just so much more fun.
maria9631maria9631 on July 11th, 2009 01:48 am (UTC)
OMFG! cant Dean ever get a break?
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 11th, 2009 09:59 am (UTC)
Oh he will get a break eventually, but when I originally wrote this fic it was filled with angst and had very few happy moments. Now it's being re-written that hasn't improved. I am trying to inject happy moments, but my muse isn't co-operating
cats_eye78cats_eye78 on July 11th, 2009 04:30 pm (UTC)
NNNNOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! And I was so happy when I saw there were updates. Damn evil demons. I get the feeling there's a whole lotta angst ahead, but will they get a happy ending in the end? *puppy eyes you*
claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on July 12th, 2009 09:22 am (UTC)
A Happy ending may happen, but why let them have that happiness straight away. They pair of them have to suffer a little bit more first
batina35batina35 on July 11th, 2009 08:23 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad you're still working on revising this story. It's been a while!
Anyway, can't wait for more. Poor Dean - of course he's the one that has to be unhappy in this scenario. But since that provides opportunity for a lot of Dean angst, I really don't mind! LOL
claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on July 12th, 2009 09:23 am (UTC)
Yep, Dean angst is the only thing I can write at the moment. Dean will be unhappy in this story for a few chapters yet, but there may be a a little bit of happiness, it all depends on if my muse will let me write it
ccfttccftt on July 12th, 2009 09:33 am (UTC)
Just read the fic and it's very interesting. I'll definitely keep following it.
claudia_lexan: pic#52081924claudia_lexan on July 12th, 2009 10:34 am (UTC)
Thank you, it's nice to know that this re-written version is being better received.
jarejenfanjarejenfan on July 19th, 2009 09:58 pm (UTC)
Just read chapters 1 thru this one. I would love to rap Dean aside his stubborn head for pushing Sam away in his time of need! And does Sam honestly think John - is he remembering the same JOHN? - will accept a baby caused by incest of his sons? Seriously, Sam?
One critique - you have used 3 different spellings/names for the clinic so far: Casthas, Casthias and now Casitas Madras. Need to setle that or you'll make our brains explode! Can't wait for the next installment. Go write something...
quarter mile, bunch of horses & some gasolinecalijirl5150 on November 11th, 2009 01:25 pm (UTC)
Please fix them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to be late for work, I read this & waited till I completed all 15 chapters till I left. So now you really need to fix them !!!!!!!!!!!!!
claudia_lexan: pic#77186524claudia_lexan on November 21st, 2009 12:11 pm (UTC)
I will make it all better eventually, but making both Winchesters suffer for a while is going to be what happens in the next few chapters
deezy_ydeezy_y on September 6th, 2010 04:43 pm (UTC)
well...Dean called it correctly...it's just worse than I would have thought. Hey, maybe in the end love will conquer all but I guess that it will pretty tough getting there. I'm also worried about what this Demon wants with the baby.
Awenawennra on June 5th, 2011 12:46 pm (UTC)