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17 September 2008 @ 02:28 pm
Author: [info]claudia_lexan
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 1, 808
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Thank you to my beta Mago186.
Notes: Crossver with the movie junior
Notes: This is set around the time that Sam decided that Stanford was a good thing.
Disclaimer: These are not characters of my own creation
Summary: After a curse and a night of sex with his brother Dean falls pregnant. Only Sam doesn't remember that night or the curse

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 A part 7 B

Two days ago, his eldest son had given John five thousand dollars.  It was a large sum of money that he rarely had the chance to be in possession of.  He didn’t even bother to count the money Dean had given him.  He had just taken it without uttering a word of thanks.  He didn’t ask Dean about the job because if he was honest with himself, he just wanted the money.  He should feel like a complete bastard for taking it and not thinking about the well-being of his son, but he felt fine.  In his own mind, the money Dean had given him was long over due.  He had supported Dean for years.  He had given Dean the Impala.  The five thousand dollars was just money Dean owed him.


Instead of congratulating Dean on a job well done, he had just arranged another hunt.  It was a hunt that would take at least two months.  After it was finished, he could just as easily organize another one.  He had no need to worry about cash and time away from Dean would be a good thing.


Dean had never been the type of person to stay in a motel on his own; not when he could be doing other things.  For Dean there had always been people to hustle, people to save, and people to fuck.


Now none of that was possible.


Dean was nearly six months pregnant.  He could no longer go to the nearest bar and hustle some poor schmuck out of his paycheck.  He couldn’t take the risk that his baby would get hurt when the schmuck reacted badly to losing.  Sex hadn’t really been that much of an option.  The hunts he could do were limited to what was safe and what wouldn’t get him noticed by other hunters.  That unfortunately left him with run of the mill haunting’s.  Haunting’s that involved harmless ghosts who couldn’t move on, but did once they met a few cocky words and a shotgun.  Most motels he stayed in had a television that only worked via a money slot.  He had no intention of giving the motel any extra money when it was obvious that money wouldn’t be spent on the motel.  The laptop was next form of entertainment, but there were only so many websites you could view before getting pissed of.


He could always think about Sam and the promise he made to Angela.


Could he really go though his entire pregnancy without contacting Sam and telling him about the baby?   Could he really be a selfish prick and deny Sam something that he has every right to know?  He knows that his brother’s normal college life will be shattered if he tells Sam about the baby.  He can’t destroy Sam’s well-deserved slice of normal for his own selfish needs.  How can he tell Sam about the baby? Sam doesn’t even remember their relationship as lovers.


In the last couple of days, he has done something that goes against everything he believes in.  He broke nearly every one of his no chick flick rules. He pushed aside all of the embarrassment he felt, went into a grocery store, and purchased two pregnancy magazines.


He told the cashier who served him that the magazines were for his girlfriend.  The cashier had smiled at him in such a way that he had wanted to strangle her.  It was a reaction that he had only just managed to suppress.  He knew that his reaction to the cashier’s simple response had been more severe than normal.  As a pregnant man, he can’t do what a pregnant woman can.  He can’t enjoy his pregnancy the same way a woman would.  It’s not a luxury he can afford to have.  A woman is free to proudly show of her bump and receive countless compliments.  He has to hide his beneath layers of clothing.


The pregnancy magazines have been a valuable source of information.  He has read about stress levels and how they shouldn’t be too high during pregnancy.  Apart from it being an obvious piece of information it also made him laugh.  He hunts paranormal creatures, he is pregnant by his own brother, and he has a dad would kill him if he found out.  The community of hunters would hunt him down like he was the most evil creature alive.  It is impossible to remain calm.  The magazine did recommend two different methods of relaxation.  Yoga or swimming.  Since swimming is something that happens in front of people, he isn’t going to be doing that.  He doesn’t want anyone laughing at his bump.  He isn’t sure if he would be able to control his reaction.



Sam opened his eyes and found he was sitting on a plastic chair.  Stretching his arms to work out the kinks in his back, he nearly knocked over a piece of hospital equipment.  It was only his quick reflexes that stopped the equipment from falling to the ground.  Getting up from the chair, he noticed for the first time that he was in a hospital room and someone was in the bed.  He tried to think of how he came to be in the room, but nothing came to mind.  He took a step close to the bed trying to identify the person laying on it.  It didn’t matter what position he stood in, he just simply couldn’t see the person’s face.


In an effort to identify the individual on the bed, he looked at how the person was dressed.  He instantly recognized the biker boots that seemed to be so out of place in a hospital room.  The person was wearing an old seventies tour t-shirt, but he couldn’t see any letters that would identify the band.  Then he noticed the chain around the person’s neck, but he couldn’t see if there was anything on the end of that chain.  He reached out to touch the person only to wake up again.


This time there was no hospital room, only his cold bedroom.


"What are the test results?" Dean asked impatiently as he looked at Angela and the two doctors in the room. He wanted to find out if Bob was healthy. He wanted to know if Bob had any serious complications from being the child of two brothers.


“Dean, you have only been here for ten minutes.  The test results will have to wait just a little bit longer.  Tell us what you have been up to,” Doctor Heese asked.  He had no intention of telling Dean anything until he had calmed down.


“I’ve taken care of a few haunting’s, but aside from that not a lot has happened,” Dean replied.


“What has happened in the last two weeks to make you so anxious?  I know that the test results are only partially to blame,” Angela asked.


“I bought two pregnancy magazines,” Dean said, placing a hand on his bump.  At that moment, he needed to feel the small movement of his baby.  He needed that calm reassurance.


“That’s a good thing,” Angela commented.


“How is it a good thing?  When I bought those magazines I had to tell the cashier they were for a girlfriend.”


“The fact you had to lie to protect yourself and Bob from unwanted questions and condemnation bothers you, but you did the right thing Dean,” Angela said.


“Then why do I feel so guilty?”  Dean asked.


“You believe that by telling no one other than those who already know about the pregnancy you are hiding something.  I suspect that the longer you hide this pregnancy from everyone the more you will feel guilty,” she replied.


“That’s not true,” Dean said.


“Have you told Sam?”  Angela asked.


“Doctor Heese, I want those test results,” Dean said, deliberately choosing to ignore Angela’s question.


“Dean,” Angela said, her voice carrying a hint of reprimand.


“Angela, Sam hasn’t remembered anything so I’m not going to tell him anything.  Doctor Heese could I have those test results now?”  Dean asked.


“Your baby is healthy.  No abnormalities were found.  You have nothing to worry about,” Doctor Arbogast replied.


“Healthy,” Dean said repeating the word that he never believed he would hear when it came to Bob.


“Would you like to know the baby’s gender?”  Doctor Arbogast asked.




“You are having a boy.”  Doctor Arbogast replied.


For a few seconds fear flooded though him.  What if he raised his son to be a hunter?  Would he be as bad of a father as his own dad?  Would he be a good parent?  Smiling, despite all of the questions flowing though his mind, he said, “I’m just pleased that Bob is healthy.”


Taking a small paper pad of the desk Doctor Heese gave it to Dean and said, “On the first page of that pad is a movement chart.  Following the example given, I want you to keep track of when your baby moves and for how long.”


“What about the heartburn I have been getting?”  Dean asked.


“Heartburn is a normal party of pregnancy.  As a baby grows, it puts pressure on your digestive system.  Due to this being a male pregnancy there are a number of differences as to how the baby grows in you. Because of this, your heartburn will be more severe.  I strongly recommend that you avoid all spicy and rich food.”  Doctor Heese explained.


“I’ve already been avoiding that stuff,” Dean informed them.


“Good. If you could step onto the scales, I would like to check your weight,” Doctor Heese said.  He wanted to be sure that Dean was gaining the appropriate amount of weight.


Dean got up from the chair and stood on the small set of weighing scales as requested.


Doctor Heese looked down at the small digital readout and was pleasantly surprised with what he saw.  Dean was gaining just enough weight, but he could do with gaining a little more.  “You can get off the scale.” Doctor Heese patiently waited for Dean to sit back down on the chair before continuing to speak.  “Your weight gain is okay, but you do need to gain a few more pounds over the next four weeks.”


“Do you have any more questions?”  Doctor Arbogast asked.


“No, I’m fine.”  Dean replied.


“Would you like to come back to the house?  The spare bedroom is made up and I would like a chance to ride in that Impala,” Doctor Arbogast requested.


“I have to meet up with a friend.  We planned it last week and I can’t cancel,” Dean said.  They didn’t need to know that there really was no friend. 


“Is there nothing I can say that will change your mind?”  Doctor Arbogast asked.


“No, I’m sorry,” Dean replied.


“In that case I want you back here for your next appointment in four weeks time.” 


Current Mood: determineddetermined
evenindeath on September 17th, 2008 02:02 pm (UTC)
I'm really getting sucked into the story! Dean is so adorable *squishes him* and Sam with the dreams about Dean and the baby really adds an interesting touch.
I can't wait for the next part of the fic!
claudia_lexan: pic#77186524claudia_lexan on September 17th, 2008 02:30 pm (UTC)
The next chapter is when Sam gets his memories back, but it's not that simple. I thought that Sam dreaming about Sam would be better, than him suddenly getting all of his memories back.
evenindeath on September 17th, 2008 02:37 pm (UTC)
I makes the fic alot more interesting that way, I can't wait to see how you bring his memory back :)
claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on September 17th, 2008 03:45 pm (UTC)
thank you , I wanted Sam to get his memories back in a gradual process, so when his memories did return it wasn't just dropped into the story.
idiot4deanidiot4dean on September 17th, 2008 05:37 pm (UTC)
I don't like John in this, he seems to not care about Dean. I'm not surprised Dean doesn't want to share with him what happened but how's he going to keep the secret much longer. Dean seems really frustrated, he can't do his normal work and he can't easily hide out until after the birth. Big hugs for Dean. I like how Sam is getting dream glimpses of what is happening, I wonder how quickly he'll try to contact Dean when he gets his memories back and his reaction to the pregnancy.

Looking forward to more.
claudia_lexan: pic#57602945claudia_lexan on September 18th, 2008 07:11 am (UTC)
Although John's behavior only gets so much worse in the next few chapters, he will eventually redeem himself. I just found myself unable to write John who accepted things easily. In the next chapter Sam does get all of his memories back. As for Dean's frustration, as being pregnant isn't a common occurrence I wanted tio try and put accross how hard it would be for him to have a baby
I suffer from Kane-Carlson-Ackles-Padalecki-itisgilesgirl on September 17th, 2008 06:56 pm (UTC)
Another really good chapter & I'm liking that Sam's having those dreams....but he needs to hurry up and REMEMBER before Dean gives birth to their son.


claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on September 18th, 2008 07:13 am (UTC)
He does remember in the next chapter, but there will be a catch
I suffer from Kane-Carlson-Ackles-Padalecki-itis: SPN--:P glittergraphics.comgilesgirl on September 18th, 2008 07:53 am (UTC)
You and your @*#&$&#** catches, Claudia!!! :P~~


*gets her catcher's mitt on*

Okay, throw it to me. ;D
claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on September 18th, 2008 02:42 pm (UTC)
It is so much better to be a evil than good. You get to have so much more fun. I'm evil with the catches, but I'#m so much worse with the cliffhangers.

walks away laughing or should that be cackling
I suffer from Kane-Carlson-Ackles-Padalecki-itis: SPN--:P glittergraphics.comgilesgirl on September 18th, 2008 06:42 pm (UTC)
Cackling, definitely.

And BAH! Cliffhangers and catches are BOTH EVIL THINGS.

wicca_faith_fi: run lyricswicca_faith_fi on September 17th, 2008 07:52 pm (UTC)
yey an update. I liked this chapter and am still (impatiently) waiting for Sam to come into the story fully. But I really want Dean to give with to Bob first because babies are cute - so long as they aren't mine and I can give them back when they do something un-cute. SOrry for babbling, I really like this series, one of my faves.
claudia_lexan: pic#57603128claudia_lexan on September 18th, 2008 07:23 am (UTC)
Sam does starting coming more into the story in the next chpater, but it isn't going to be easy.
magos186magos186 on September 18th, 2008 02:06 am (UTC)
could john be a bigger ass? seriously, the beginning of this chapter totally makes me wanna run him down or set him on fire or something. how dare he be such an ass to dean! Everything else was good though. Can't wait for more.
claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on September 18th, 2008 07:05 am (UTC)
Oh, John just gets so much more worse in the next chapters. John gets a lot more devious, but he doesn't stay that way
Misumako_pretty on September 19th, 2008 01:33 pm (UTC)
That has got to be hard for Dean, to have to make the choice, he wants to protect his brother, but at the same time he struggles so....
Oh, the angst!
claudia_lexan: pic#77186524claudia_lexan on September 19th, 2008 01:47 pm (UTC)
the angst is only going to get worse. I'm going to put Dean though a lot, but they may eventually be a happy ending
Misumako_pretty on September 19th, 2008 02:03 pm (UTC)
I hope so!