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11 July 2008 @ 01:53 pm
Author: claudia_lexan
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 479
Rating: PG-13
Notes: A very big thank you to my beta Mago186.
Notes: This is set around the time that Sam decided that Stanford was a good thing.
Disclaimer: These are not characters of my own creation
Summary: After a curse and a night of sex with his brother Dean falls pregnant. Only Sam doesn't remember that night or the curse

Two weeks ago, his life had taken a turn for the better.


After several months of denial and many one-night stands, he had finally told Sam how he felt.  In a rush of words he told Sam how he knew it was wrong to feel the way he did, but he couldn’t change how he felt.  Sam had just smiled at him and uttered two words: “me too.”  Those two words had made him the happiest man alive.  With very little hesitation, he had let down the barriers around his heart and let Sam in.  He had let Sam get close to him in a way that no other person had ever done before.


Then it all went wrong.


Just two days ago, Sam managed to piss of the wrong woman.


The woman, upon discovering just how much Sam loved him, had uttered a spell.  It was a spell that was designed to bring the maximum amount of pain.  The spell took away all of Sam’s memories about their new fledging relationship. It left Sam treating him as a big brother again and not the lover he was.  The spell left Sam focused on Stanford and counting down how many days he had left before he could leave.  The spell left him broken hearted and repairing those barriers he around his heart that he had been too quick to let down. 


Sam’s forgotten memories were not the only part of the spell.


The woman bestowed new life upon him.  It wasn’t a new puppy or even a kitten.  A gift like that would have been manageable.  He is pregnant.  Those are three words that he still has not managed to say aloud.  More than once, he has had a small freak out about his pregnancy.  He is pregnant and that breaks all laws of male biology.  Knowing that Sam is the baby’s dad, he can’t help but think of all the ways his baby will be deformed.


He is not angry about the spell.  He can find a small amount of happiness in his situation.  He has had two weeks of a perfect, loving relationship with Sam; two weeks of perfect happiness to see him though to the end of his life.

Sam leaves for college in two days and he is happy Sammy has managed to grab hold of that normal life.


At least one of them has.


He knows that the baby will be born.  There is nothing that will make him change his mind on that decision.  He will make the time to raise the baby.  He will find the time to make a normal life for his baby, even though his idea of normal is a little skewed.  If he cannot manage to achieve that normal, demon free life, he will do the decent thing.  He will make the most heartbreaking decision any new parent can make.





Current Mood: busybusy
Misu: Bloody Tears.mako_pretty on July 11th, 2008 02:01 pm (UTC)
Poor them!
I am excited about the next chapter though, even if I do not know much about this fandom...

I wish I could help, but I am a better content beta than a grammar beta.
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 11th, 2008 02:07 pm (UTC)
thank you for the review. With this story it is going to be full of angst. For some reason it is far easier to write angst than it happiness.
Misumako_pretty on July 11th, 2008 02:29 pm (UTC)
It is easier to write, and it's easier to set up plots around.
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 11th, 2008 06:09 pm (UTC)
True. When I attempt to write happy stories they always end quickly or have very little plot.
Misumako_pretty on July 11th, 2008 07:05 pm (UTC)
Maybe I should write some angst!
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 12th, 2008 03:35 pm (UTC)
Its a lot easier to write, and if something pissed you off during your work day, you can put it into the story you are writing
Misumako_pretty on July 12th, 2008 10:24 pm (UTC)
Good point!
missfaeagain on July 18th, 2008 04:44 am (UTC)
I've been following this story...
..since it's been on ff.net. I loved it. I thought that I had come to your LJ an added you as a friend but when I looked I couldn't find your name. So I am going to add you and I hope that you will add me too...hugs...
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 18th, 2008 08:14 am (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
I've just added you as a friend. From a quick read of your journal, you have now got me interested in the pairing of John/Bobby. As for tangled, well I'm currently rewriting it. I have re-written nearly ten chapters included a new one. The new version of Tangled will be posted to my journal and then fanfiction.net.
missfaeagain on July 18th, 2008 05:22 pm (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
Yay... I loved the original and I'm sure I'll love the rewrite.... Yeah, getting lazy about posting to LJ but I will always keep my website up to date. Give a look at some of the stories I have. My site is 90% slash but the So You Think You Can Dance are het or gen... eventually I am going to take those stories and either write them as original characters or substitute the leads with characters from my other fandoms.

I also hope you think about writing some John/Booby that'll bring the number in our small group to 7, I think... hugs....
claudia_lexan: pic#77186524claudia_lexan on July 19th, 2008 08:35 am (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
I can never write het stuff. It's either slash or mpreg for me. I will be at some point writing some stuff with the Bobby/John pairing, but it will be a drabble to start with.
missfaeagain on July 20th, 2008 03:45 am (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
Love mpreg... don't know what direction I'll take the stories when I rewrite them but I'll see. My john/bobby is an mpreg... in fact most of my stories are mpregs... lol...
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 20th, 2008 11:29 am (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
Mpregs are just a lot more interesting to write. I now have a few ideas in mind for the bobby/John pairing. Mpreg will be making an appearence
(Anonymous) on July 20th, 2008 01:10 pm (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
Image Hosted by ImageShack.us Mr. Bean doing his happy dance for the john/bobby mpreg... if you have time, go to my site and take a look at mine, it is only a teaser and a chapter but I plan to add more very soon.... hugs...
missfaeagain on July 20th, 2008 01:12 pm (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
The above comment was mine an d my Mr. Bean didn't show up for some reason... let me try again... Image Hosted by ImageShack.us
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on July 20th, 2008 02:01 pm (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
I love the dancing mr bean, and I'm just going to check out that mpreg
missfaeagain on July 20th, 2008 05:58 pm (UTC)
Re: I've been following this story...
I will be adding to the story some time this week.. thanks for the kind comment.... hugs..
(Anonymous) on August 7th, 2008 05:51 pm (UTC)
Oh poor Dean. More soon.
claudia_lexan: pic#77186524claudia_lexan on August 8th, 2008 06:58 am (UTC)
I will be posting the next chapter in a couple of days. I currently have 19chpaters re-written it's just a matter of typing the things and posting them.
thruterryseyesthruterryseyes on August 7th, 2008 06:31 pm (UTC)
Hey, i think I read this on Fanfic but I'm gonna read it again even if I did. Is there any way to lighten the type or make it bigger, this is very hard to read. I know trhat sounds whiny but I want to read it and I cxan barely make it out.
claudia_lexan: pic#77186678claudia_lexan on August 8th, 2008 07:23 am (UTC)
It was posted on fanfiction.net, but after a bad review I made the decision to re-write the whole story. I've made the text bigger so, hopefully that makes easier for you
thruterryseyesthruterryseyes on August 8th, 2008 01:11 pm (UTC)
I appreciate that. Ta!
wicca_faith_fiwicca_faith_fi on September 14th, 2008 03:29 pm (UTC)
1... 2... 2+1/2.... (wait for it...) 3...

anyway. good idea. I just had a craving to read some mpreg and there you were, top of the page just waiting for me. LOL. xx
claudia_lexanclaudia_lexan on September 15th, 2008 07:54 am (UTC)
mpreg is all I can seem to write these days.
AbbySN_24lover: Sad Deansn_24lover on February 13th, 2009 10:28 pm (UTC)
Just found this and running to chapter 2..........awesome start. Poor Dean.